polling day

it's finally annouced when was the polling day. the nomination day will be happening on the day of Hitler's birthday. while the polling day 2 weeks after that. for those who are into the politic, I would say good luck. but for me, it will change nothing. I'm still without any luck. still without light at the end of the tunnel.

election

we're entering an election period. in some places, election can be conducted without much hype. but in other places election is a time of chaos. this is also the time when a peasant can put their 'say' into 'action'. they say regardless how much money that one has, each of us can only vote once. sure it is. but it is only a momentary moment: only during one marks their choice on the ballot paper. then, the peasant will once again be the 'tool' of the one 'with more money', or to those with power. not so much to proud of. I wonder when is the last time when the rich or the people in power really look after the commoner without any commercial or political agenda inside their head.

The Greek and the Cyprus and the kings

today the Cypriots are facing an axe from the big brothers. again the commoners are denied of their right. in the name of a 'country', they said. sacrifice those laymen to save the nation which they, the commoners, are making up most of the population. true enough sometimes kings were slayed in the name of the country. but, more often than not, they were replaced by another tyranny. those tyrannies kept on replacing each other. they essentially the same. it was always the commoners who have absolutely nothing to do with the ruling class are the ultimate victims. always.

no matter what system do you have, commoners are ever depressed. communism, democracy, kingship, fighter-led nations, every each of it ended with tragedy to the common people. every time. people with power shall never look at those lowly people. but their words are different. not that the commoners believe in those uttered speech. they not even bothered. and as usual they'll suffered.

the invincible sword

yesterday I was given a news that I need to rearrange my life. I'm now need to be different and those people have expressed their confidence with me. today I get a headache. may be that sword is now hung on my head. really, suddenly I remember about the story when a friend of a king wanted to be a king. he was given the opportunity. and in one night he left the throne. he saw that sword: a sword which will fall unto the head whenever the king make a mistake.

who want the sword?

tight life

I'm heading a very tight life where I got pressed by work, workers, family and financially. I seeking for a way out now. There's no light at the end of the tunnel yet. Not yet. But I will never forget that in the darkness of the tunnel, I know I'm standing on a solid foundation called family. I need to get the light back. I need.

bigger role

I was shocked when there was fine story of me given a bigger role. My role in the family is already a very big responsibility. I don't know. I hope I can be much bigger in handling the bigger roles.

restarting...

yes, it has been a very long time since my last writing. my last writing was on teacher. today, I still have sort of problem with the group of people who was given the opportunity like no others - to teach our kids on being a human being. that's is a very tall order.

it was a very busy month of June. very busy indeed. after I was given a very difficult time of choosing, I ended up with being lack of time. but again I need to keep on writing. that's how a civilisation flourish. I must find time to write. must...